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there is a beautiful 10 pound donut on tv. if only we lived in the future like the jetsons.. maybe that donut could be mine right now.
i already feasted enough for today ... i sat in boredom all day long. and will do so until i eventually fall asleep. im drinking a gin & squirt right now hoping it will maybe make me tired enough to just fucking sleep.
literally i did nothing today. me and kt sat on the couch for 5 hours.. almost 6.
sean had a show tonite. he is there now waiting to play but theyre playing at 10ish and i am tired and fuckin cranky for some reason. so i didnt go. i thought they were opening and playing at 7. i feel really mean for not going.
i miss my boyfriend. i always do dumb stuff and feel like maybe it might piss him off. but he didnt seem mad at me .. i think the root of our arguments is because we want to see each other. how silly is that? lol. well i guess it's a better thing to argue about than like.. something horrible. but i notice that happens .. haha. but i do miss him. i will see him tomorrow though, cuz i have to pick him up from work and it is alissa's 11th birthday! so strange because when i met her she was 8. just a little tiny girl. and now she's nearly a frickin teen! haha. she's precious
man this bombay sapphire is starting to kick in. mmmm om nom nom. love me some gin.
this computer screen makes me feel drunk
i want a big ol medium rare steak. mmmm. if only i could go to ruth chris more often. if only. i hope one day i become rich and then i will take my dad there as often as a i can.. cuz he is my daddy and he deserves it.
speaking of parents, both of my parents are laid off. it is kind of scary. i really hope they will both be okay.
im in the mood to watch alien shows. or lochness monster shows. or egypt shows. shiiiiit.
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[06 Jan 2009|09:16pm] |
so!
my family is gettin a new puppy hopefully tomorrow, but probably thursday. hes a little chihuahua and i hope he ends up with long hair! i wish!! i want to buy him a hoodie cuz i think that would be very bad ass.
xmas was gooooood. so was new years. good times good times. writing in here feels very lame now. like no one gives a shit. right?
xmas stuff:
- green ipod nano. :) really cute!
- pink nintendo ds.. soo cute! i bought a hello kitty cover for it.
- a new fabulous coat
- a fuckin laptop!!! which i am in love with. thanks mommy!!!
- cute clothings
- new necklace from sean :) it has lovebirds on it. awwww
i got a lot of other random things too. but those are the main important things.
lalala. so what else is new... nothing really.
life is life. i mysteriously sprouted a shitload of white hair in the front of my head overnite. so i plucked those fuckers out.
i want new clothes. but i need to clean my closet out first. definitely. it is so fucking packed. damn. anyone need clothes?
fudge. i really have nothing exciting to talk about.
i like fudge. well not really. only sometimes.
i need more games for my DS
also should go to bed now cuz i am an old woman who gets tired at 7
oh yeah im turnin 22 at the end of the month. so weird i feel like i just turned 21. whatever.
my boyfriend is so great. we get mad at each other sometimes so bad. but we have been trying to talk things out instead of freak out immediately haha. we're both very sensitive and assuming shit all the time. but we are totally in love .. and fighting is normal. our 2 year anniversary was 2 weeks ago. it was fun. we went to chilis cuz we love it there. and had a grand feast. and coronas with lime. yum. can i just say i fucking love coronas and i fucking love mexican food. holy shit.
i want to watch neverending story!!! i got that for xmas! what a great gift :))))) atreyu is the cutest little boy! oh man..
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[12 Oct 2008|04:28pm] |
man i went back and read some old entries in this journal and boy oh boy was i whiny! and talked about the same shit over and over again.
a lot in life has happened since i stopped updating regularly.
my hair now long :) and has light brown in it! finally!
i have 2 tattoos. one i love one i hate
i have been working at my job for a year and a half. and i like my girls but hate my workplace. sometimes. it aggravates me greatly.
theres a new mall opening about 5 minutes from my house and this is very exciting!! no more woodfield!!
i love my boyfriend! we have been dating almost 2 years now hehe.
its halloween time which is the greatest time of the year!!! last nite i went to a halloween type festival and ate a lot of deep fried things. and i soared through the sky like kiefer in lost boys
i am gunna be tinkerbell for halloween and its gunna be really cute! i wanna go to statesville so badly. but no one wants to go with me. wahhhh.
the other day i went to sonic it was pretty good. if you go you should get the cherry limeade its fucking awesome. mmmm
my lip hurts i keep picking it :(
i want a new digital camera... and to just start taking more pictures in general!
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[25 Sep 2008|09:05pm] |
five dollar
five dollar
five dollah foot lawwwwng
actually in chicago we say foot "lahhhhng"
dude i totally miss you
i totally fuckin miss you
me dressed up as an 80s woman at a costume party
me and seany on 3rd of july
he has a yellow tongue and looks really funny
I MET DITKA
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[14 Jul 2008|09:16pm] |
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about my job. no one needs to read this, i am just frustrated and need to bitch. and also i think it'll be funnyish when i can look back and read how fucking annoying my job is!!!
( BITCHING )
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| your in my head |
[20 Apr 2008|08:47pm] |
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got 2 new pairs of heels.
and 2 new tank tops
and 2 new flip flops
and 2 (new) sega games
and a choose your own adventure book
and a hippy dress
and a miniature bottle of belvedere vodka
and a bottle of uv blue vodka
and a bottle of strawberry and kiwi wine.
what a grand day!
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| life lately |
[17 Apr 2008|07:47pm] |
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- can't stop listening to tiny dancer because of almost famous.
- had a good yet strange day at work
- works been.. meh.
- i really!!!!! love my boyfriend! oh what a great man
- we are meant to be
- i am now obsessed with ryan gosling. not obsessed. but he's a sexy betch
- i am now officially full time at work! yes! this means insurance and paid vacations. my one year anniversary is may 2nd. :)
- i am in love with alize rose mmmm
- i like being 21. but i pretty much never drink.
- lmao. yesterday me and kt saw "jeffree star" at woodfield. we loled
- i wanna cut my hair short kinda. but i wont haha
- love miley cyrus hahaha
- fucking love enchanted
- love word searches more than ever
oh sheesh im boring
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[29 Jan 2008|10:09am] |
i am finally 21 today
and i dont even care
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| dah |
[07 Jan 2008|11:15am] |
72% Mike Gravel
66% John Edwards
66% Chris Dodd
65% Dennis Kucinich
64% Barack Obama
62% Hillary Clinton
60% Joe Biden
60% Bill Richardson
49% Ron Paul
45% Mitt Romney
43% Rudy Giuliani
41% Tom Tancredo
40% John McCain
39% Mike Huckabee
39% Fred Thompson
2008 Presidential Candidate Matching Quiz
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| merry xmas ! |
[25 Dec 2007|07:51pm] |
christmas was awesome! my beloved seany came with last nite to my grammas and step grammas. we had a good time and played with the kids a lot. my ass and legs HURT SO BAD from playing ping pong too..
my stepdad is obsessed with sean lmao. its hilarious
sooooo i ate way too much in the last couple days.. its wrong. i can not have like any sugar or else i will go into a coma i swear.
lets see. heres what i got for xmas
from sean:
- betsey johnson wallet!
- betsey johnson huge ass purse!
- betsey johnson perfume (cuz im running out)
- black uggs. :)
from kt:
- 50$ aa gift card
- 2 frederick fekkai thingies
- the dane cook stand up cd/dvd
from daddio:
- aa hoodie
- aa triblend v neck
- this cute black shirt
- a bright yellow super soft shirt
- another chi. lol i love chi's!
- an 80$ spa gift card aka an hour long massage
- oh and an aa tube dress thats on backorder
from mom:
- nikon l12 camera. and some little accessories sooo awesome!!
- juicy couture perfume mmm
- KERPLUNK the game
- a 60 minute massage, a manicure and pedicure
- simple life season 4
- blow
- bear pajama pants
- a body pillow~~!!!
- and a shit load of other stuff!
and i got kt a whole spa package, sunglasses, a wallet, bangles, and this shirt she wanted. i got my dad snl season 2. i got my mom a spa package. i got sean a digital camera, ron artest jersey, angels and airwaves tickets and a cute little hoodie.
i had a good xmas it was fabulous and i now i am gunna sleep :)
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[22 Oct 2007|08:38pm] |
- little kid haunted houses and screaming even though they arent scary
- getting scared at dumb vampire movies
- my good prend shay
- seanboy
- matching hippy costumes
- the fact that sean surprised me on sweetest day with flowers and candy lol. how cute
- that i get 25% off stuff at work
- that i have 100$ of tips in my wallet
- halloween movies being on tv all the time
- flaming hot cheetos
- baby pigs when they run
- hunter sleepin and cuddling with me and trying to lay on my neck
- but instead i push him off so he sleeps by my feet
- fall in general
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[25 Sep 2007|07:38pm] |
i want to go back to college
and i really need aderall..
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[08 Sep 2007|02:15am] |
i fucking love him so much!
sean peters is my favorite man ever
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[20 Aug 2007|09:02pm] |
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hello.
so my tits grew! yay/nooo. i like my big(ger) tatas but i had to buy all new bras. but they do look really fabulous in dresses/tank tops/bras. plus sean loves boobs so i guess it isnt that bad. its just im so little otherwise so all my tshirts are tighter in the boob area.
im glad everyone starts school in 2 days. so glad. i like summer.. but i LOVE fall. and i hate how everyone is having fun and im working. plus then when me and sean wake up no one is home ;)
yesterday i worked 7 hours and sat down once to eat 3 pieces of pizza and some chicken finger things that made me almost vomit on this adorable client i had. i made 350 dollars in services and like 50 in tips! not too shabby.
anyway. i really love doing hair (when people are nice/funny). seeing how happy it makes them really makes my day! i am living up to my beauty school name as an amazing bang trimmer. haha. i can create fabulous bangs immediately. i had one girl come in with jacked up bangs and i fixed them so nicely that her mom brought in her other daughter an hour later and she asked for my card and when i work! then i had another girl yesterday who had someone mess up giving her "nicole richie bangs" (my specialty) so i fixed them and then her and her mom asked for my card too. i have decided i like cutting better than color. unless the color is funky and cute and fun. blonde highlights and dark blonde lowlights = boring/mindless/painful. i have the worst ADD so doing that for an hour drives me crazy.
on saturday me, sean and derrick all hung out. we went to woodfield and derrick loved it. i bought a few things for work.. one of which i want to return cuz its an itchy wool vest and i didnt try it on and i hate it. im not skinny enough for it anyway. anyhow, after that i knew that they'd get the munchies but they both claimed they werent hungry. i knew it was coming. i have the maternal instinct. so i drove to dennys but it smelled like piss and looked trashier than ever .. so after a short debate we walked out and went to ihop instead. good choice.
by the time we got there they were both like dying of hunger haha. i finally tried IHOP pancakes .. sean let me have what he didnt eat. they were SO GOOD. i normally get grilled cheese.
then we got seans car and i dropped off derrick. me and sean went home and had good times. i had lots of fun haha. :)
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[15 Aug 2007|10:34pm] |
i love sean sosososososososoosos much. hes so cute always
and we love the coreys
(he likes haim i like feldman)
we love each other and we love taco bell
im so happy!
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[29 Jul 2007|10:39pm] |
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pomeranian - pierre jose montoya III
maltese - wicket
long hair chihuahua - vincent mcgee or just mcgee
bunny - pancakes or george
yesterday was warped tour. i met claudio. got sweet coheed shorts
got lost the way there and back.
i am now the proud owner of the most HICK fucking farmers tan ever.
underoath was legit. my purse was in the way sooo no crazyness :'(
lots of lame people.. whatever.
4 dollar water. 8 dollar plain everything. STUPID!!
i had lots of good talkative and cute clients today. one woman just found out she's pregnant and she was so happy. it was cute!
i wanna get some random light brown (level 5 or 6) highlights in my hair. yes i dooooo
i havent had a real weekend in 3 weeks now. ive worked all of them. it sucks!! but it will payoff when i get my next 2 checks. and i have to work the next 2 weekends too :'( depressing
i wanna get my freckles removed :( and i want a chin job and a nose job lol.
also i wanna get down to 100 or less lbs by october. only 10 lbs to go!
i always pick all the skin around my nails away when im stressed out/annoyed/pissed
WHY DONT YOU EVER CALL WHEN YOU SAY YOU WILL??
bob always puts a smile on my face
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[22 Jul 2007|08:44pm] |
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im really really happy
even though i'm broke
sean makes me so happy. :)
yesterday i made 270 dollars in services at work. yay!
im reaaaaaally bored and i wish sean would call me and ask me to hangout cuz im bored and im finally done with my period! but hes doin a haircut. CALL ME! god
im going to warped tour on saturday
excitement..
sooo my birth control is awesome. my period was 4 days long and its never done that my whole life. barely any cramps. no weight gain (yet). and now i tan really well. weird huh? haha. however my pms was worse than ever. but then again i was really stressed last week so that could be the cause.
guys i wanna move out so bad.
with.. sean. haha! im too afraid to tell him. dont wanna move too fast
ummmm my hair is getting long. my bangs mainly. havent cut them since february. jeez louise
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[17 Jul 2007|05:50pm] |
i love sean peters so much! sooooooooooo much. he makes me so happy!
optimus prime poster for fingers
i really wanna move out.. so bad. i need more hours. i kinda wanna quit my job cuz they wont give me more. mehhhhhhhh.. i want like 450++ dollar checks not 120 dollar checks. god dammit
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